HOPEFUL

HOPEFUL
private photo of mudderbear 2011

one thing is for sure: YOU CAN'T KISS YOURSELF. mudderbear 2011

Sunday, June 13, 2010

photograph borrowed from Karen Bowen

I just read JoAnna's post saying she is finding and accecpting herself. After all the trials and heartache she has had these past few years, it seems she is settling down and discovering that it's okay to be who you are. Knowing how rough it's been for her to get to this point, and being the mother, fills me with a lot of emotion. I also thought of my dad and the look of approval he must have now. He loves us both and wants all of us to be happy.

There has been so much to worry about lately, so many seperate problems. It is often more than, I'll just say, uncomfortable. The possibilities for any or all of us really screwing up is tremendous. What I can do about most of this is so very minimal. And the bottom line is simply that I don't want to lose my children, not any of them. And each one has his own universe he lives in with all kinds of peril. I worry so much. If they will just hang on, stay together, and not forget we love each other, maybe things will be alright. Each one will have a day when he discovers that he is okay and okay is very good.

6 comments:

Melanie said...

Love gets us through so much!! I love you, Rosalie! You are good by me!

mudderbear said...

Thanks, Melanie. You are wonderful, and I love you too.

JoAnna said...

What a beautiful picture to go with this- so serene. Thanks for the thoughts. I like that you included Grandpa. If we could just... inhale and relax... maybe things would all be okay.
I'm sorry you have to worry so.

Diane said...

You're doing great, mudderbear. You're a beautiful person and you want to fix things. Be good to yourself. Blessings, Diane

mudderbear said...

That is very sweet of you, Diane. Your website does me a lot of good everyday. Thanks for being there.

Betsy Banks Adams said...

Hi Rosalie, Thanks for visiting my blog. I hope you come back often. I am enjoying yours. I love your quote about being yourself... We all just need to be who we are --and quit worrying about being someone we are NOT.... We are all different, one from another, and that is what makes us unique and special....

Thanks again.
Hugs,
Betsy

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